The blind man said, “Rabbi, I want to see.”
I'm sure that Jesus knew that the man was blind. I'm sure that He could tell by looking at the man that he couldn't see. Why did Jesus ask the man what he wanted?
Here's something I think about this passage. 1) Jesus wants us to ask. He knows what ails us. He knows what we want and what we should want. He wants us to ask.
2) The man knew what he wanted....."I want to see." As for me, I am not always as certain about what I want. Sometimes I think I know. Lots of times, I don't. It is easy to say I want God's will, but to some extent that is a cop-out. It keeps me from having to make a decision, from having to make plans, from working toward a goal - because if I can lean on "I don't know what God's plan is", I don't have anything to commit to. What a revelation!
The other part of that revelation is why do I lean on "I don't know what God's plan is"? Why do I let that keep me stuck, stagnated? Fear? Fear of failure?
I do want to do God's will. I do want to want God's will. I do want to ask Jesus what I want Him to do for me. But......
What do I want Jesus to do for me?
What do I want Jesus to do for me?
I need to think this through, don't I?
Holy Spirit, please help me understand what I want Jesus to do for me. I am stuck. I don't know what to do next. I don't know how to make the next step. Holy Spirit, help me. Amen.
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