I made my walk a few years ago. This past weekend, I was privileged to get to work one. I was blessed and blessed and blessed, along with amazed and astounded watching people change and God work.
Anyway, I am several days behind reading my devotions and writing posts to this blog. I had several ideas yesterday but didn't have time to sit and write them. Today, I am unable to pull any of those ideas out of my head.
One of the Lent devotions I am using is called Journeying Through Lent with Matthew by Andrew D. Rogness.
Journeying Through Lent with Matthew: Daily Meditations By Andrew Rogness / Augsburg Fortress In this devotional, meditations for each day between Ash Wednesday and Easter focus on passages from the Gospel of Matthew. Using this book as a guide, readers will work their way through the entire Gospel, probing its meaning. Reflection questions and a prayer with each reading encourage readers to consider the passage's significance for their lives. |
Yes, it is nearly a week after the start of Lent but the book is very good. It does not have to be done for Lent so I'm going to tell you a little about what I've picked up so far.
One of the reflection questions from one of the days I missed while working the Walk #71 is: What feels dead in my life and is in need of renewal? This question caused me to pause. I hadn't thought of having parts of my life feel dead. After some thought, I have an idea or two. One has slipped up on me. I am not working. I haven't had a full-time job since July 2009. The longer I am without a job, the more content I am to stay comfy cozy in my house. I think what feels dead is the urgency to get up and go. To DO something. To be active out in the world outside the walls of my comfy cozy home.
I don't think this is inherently bad. I do think it can overtake me if I let it. If I don't work to get up and get out of here sometimes, like I did for the Walk to Emmaus weekend, I could sink into my routine of not participating as much as I should. That would be bad. Christ told us to GO, make disciples. That's pretty hard to do when I don't meet anyone to make a disciple. People don't come knocking on my door often. And those that are either working (and are not interested in things eternal when here) or already working to make as disciples because they are trying to make one of me. It's a shame when my discipleship isn't evident. Rather, I am ashamed when my discipleship isn't evident.
Father God, please spark my GO button. Create in me an urgency to act, go, participate in making disciples, even when I am comfy and cozy in my own little world. Amen.
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