Romans 8:28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, have been called according to his purpose.
Late last week, I had an interesting job interview. I knew by the time I left that I was not chosen for the position. The interview was a joint interview with several applicants. As a result I understood why I wasn't chosen. The problem was that I had thought it was perhaps THE job I was going to get. So I left with the knowledge that I was not the best person and the feeling that perhaps I won't be the best person for another job. Yes, I know that is pessimistic. I'm working on that.
The thing is, I was behind on my readings and devotions. On Saturday, I went to a formation - which is a planning/work session for an upcoming Walk to Emmaus three day event. I am part of the team. During the session, someone talked about Romans 8:28. I've heard it before, many times.
As I caught up with my readings, I read that passage 2 more times. Even if I'd read the devotions on the day I was supposed to, I would have read or heard this passage three times in three days, maybe even two days!! That means, I need to pay attention. Maybe this passage is supposed to help me with my pessimism over the job search. God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to His purpose.
I read this passage in Romans (three times) then read Philippians 2:14 - Do everything without complaining or arguing. OUCH!! I wonder how much complaining I've done during my job searches! I don't even know. I KNOW I haven't been aware enough to make sure I'm not complaining. I don't know if anyone knows from listening to me that I believe God works for my good. I do love him. I believe I am called according to his purpose.
So what do I do with this? I've been trying to figure that out. I don't know. I must work on me, work on my attitude, work on hearing my own words, work on trusting God, that He works for my good, whatever that may be, whatever job (or not) I end up with, whenever that happens. I must trust that God will work it out for my good and His purposes.
Oh, God, Help me. When I don't trust. When I complain. I am truly sorry and want help to believe and trust and to stop complaining. You are amazing, Lord. I know that. I just don't always act like it. Please forgive me. Continue to mold me to Your image. In Jesus' name. Amen.
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