Joshua begins where Deuteronomy ends, at the death of Moses. The Book of Joshua begins with "After the death of Moses the servant of the LORD, the LORD said to Joshua...."
I want my life to end that way, with the words "the servant of the Lord" associated with my name. I know I will never do anything great like Moses. I am not looking for that kind of recognition (or calling!!!!). I just would like to be known as someone who is a servant of the Lord. I don't know how to accomplish that. I would like to be greeted in Heaven with "Ah, Sherri's here. She is a good and faithful servant of our Lord."
I know one way to do this is to obey God's beaconings. When He asks, I reply, "when and what?" When He says, "go", I go. When He demands, I respond. Unfortunately, I don't always or even frequently respond that way. I don't take the opportunity to look for what He might what me to do. I don't look for opportunities. I wait to hear from Him. I hesitate to take the first step. I hesitate and wait and see. I don't know for certain if I am waiting for His guidance. (That would be good.) Or if I am waiting to see what the next opportunity is, maybe I'll like it better. Or maybe I'm just too obstinate to give in. The sad part is, I can't even answer those questions. I just don't know. I do know that God will let me know, repeatedly, and in a manner that I will understand. He meets us where we are and He meets us there repeatedly, until we get it.
God, My prayer of praise is constant. My prayer for guidance is not as urgent as it maybe should be. My prayer for Your constant urgings is sincere. I ask, Father, that You use me as You will. I know my tendencies are built into Your plan so I can't mess it up. I humbly ask that You work on me until those who meet me in heaven can say that I was a "servant of the Lord". Amen
I want my life to end that way, with the words "the servant of the Lord" associated with my name. I know I will never do anything great like Moses. I am not looking for that kind of recognition (or calling!!!!). I just would like to be known as someone who is a servant of the Lord. I don't know how to accomplish that. I would like to be greeted in Heaven with "Ah, Sherri's here. She is a good and faithful servant of our Lord."
I know one way to do this is to obey God's beaconings. When He asks, I reply, "when and what?" When He says, "go", I go. When He demands, I respond. Unfortunately, I don't always or even frequently respond that way. I don't take the opportunity to look for what He might what me to do. I don't look for opportunities. I wait to hear from Him. I hesitate to take the first step. I hesitate and wait and see. I don't know for certain if I am waiting for His guidance. (That would be good.) Or if I am waiting to see what the next opportunity is, maybe I'll like it better. Or maybe I'm just too obstinate to give in. The sad part is, I can't even answer those questions. I just don't know. I do know that God will let me know, repeatedly, and in a manner that I will understand. He meets us where we are and He meets us there repeatedly, until we get it.
God, My prayer of praise is constant. My prayer for guidance is not as urgent as it maybe should be. My prayer for Your constant urgings is sincere. I ask, Father, that You use me as You will. I know my tendencies are built into Your plan so I can't mess it up. I humbly ask that You work on me until those who meet me in heaven can say that I was a "servant of the Lord". Amen
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