I've been listening and reading the Bible lessons for Holy Week. I noticed John 13:27 (NIV)
today. It made me wonder about the moment the Judas made the final decision about handing Jesus over to the religious authorities. I wonder if Judas could have changed his mind all the way until the time that he took the bread from Jesus. It almost appears so.
How do I make a final decision about anything? I'm not sure the answer but I am sure that being in God's grace will assist. I am sure that God will help me live in such a way as to KNOW what I should do when the time comes. 1 Peter 3:15 says "But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,"
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I make decisions all the time without consulting you. Please forgive my haste. I pray that you indwell me sufficiently that all the final decisions I make reflect Your goodness, love and mercy. Forgive me when they don't. AMEN
"As soon as Judas took the bread, Satan entered into him." I don't think that he could have changed his mind AFTER satan entered him. So, could Judas have changed his mind all the way up until He took the bread? My husband says no, under the theory that Judas had to betray Jesus for scripture to be fulfilled. That is certainly one way to look at it.
But I still wonder, which of course brings me to me. How many times do I make "final" decisions that I cannot back out of, or cannot correct, or have to face the consequences? Which decisions are actually "final"? I don't think that satan has entered my body, so I don't think there have been any decisions that I was not in control of. I do think, though, that there are decisions that are final from the perspective that the harm caused is (or the consequences are) already set in motion. Like when I open my mouth and the wrong thing comes out, or the wrong tone of voice, or something stupid that could hurt someone's feelings. That is a final decision. I can't unsay something. I can apologize. I can be regretful but what has been said is a final decision about whether to say it or not.
How many other final decisions do I make? How can I recognize them before I make them? Being thoughtful would help. Always being slow to respond is a good start. Sometimes there seems to be no time to do that. I am thinking of people who rush headlong into a tragic event to save someone's life without taking time to think of the consequences. These are certainly final decisions. "Final" in that once inside the burning building it doesn't make sense to evaluate the consequences of being in that burning building. I've never been in one of those types of situations and don't know how I will react but those aren't the times to sit an ponder. Delaying making a decision in those situations would or could be a final decision of inaction.
How do I make a final decision about anything? I'm not sure the answer but I am sure that being in God's grace will assist. I am sure that God will help me live in such a way as to KNOW what I should do when the time comes. 1 Peter 3:15 says "But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,"
2 Timothy 4:2 says: "Preach the Word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction." Luke 21:15 says "For I will give you words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will be able to resist or contradict." From those verses, I take heart knowing that God will lead me to the right final decision.
Poor Judas
. He just didn't get it. I have waivering ideas about whether he acted in accordance with God's will (after all someone did have to turn Jesus over.) I'm not sure how much was needed to fulfill scripture, but then God knows all future so He knew what Judas would do and had prophecy scripture recorded that way. It is all so confusing. And it doesn't really matter, except for the lessons for me. Judas made a tragic mistake. He betrayed Jesus. But he made an even bigger one when He didn't see and understand who Jesus really was. His final decision was to kill himself, unless it final decision was asking God to forgive him as he died. I hope that I can learn something from the betrayal of Judas. Fortunately with God, even though the consequences are set in motion, any final decisions I make are forgivable if I follow them up with "forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I make decisions all the time without consulting you. Please forgive my haste. I pray that you indwell me sufficiently that all the final decisions I make reflect Your goodness, love and mercy. Forgive me when they don't. AMEN
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